Hello peoples, I haven't posted in a while but at least I have lots to talk about today.
First of all, I would like to say that I am finally feeling more at peace with the world, I wasn't feeling best ever last week for multiple reasons that I do not wish to explain but they were bad (yay). So after a fit of complete rage and storms and evil has come out of me for the past week, I am finally feeling so peaceful, I have found myself in a little bubble of my own, with the people I love back in it.
I have these issues with pushing the people I love most away from me when I can't exactly push the evil out from myself. So I apologise to every person I hurt, I've tried to make things better and hopefully succeeded.
I have also decided on my new haircut... Sort of Alexa Chung's style when it is longer and I shall get copper highlights, I'll miss my long hair, I miss my REALLY long hair I had two years ago, I went through a fashion phase that I will live to regret for the rest of my life... Eurgh.
Isn't she FAB?
I think Alexa Chung is wonderful, just because she is who she is. No reason, I just want to hug her and go shopping, and maybe discuss her life with her over a coffee. I would say I want to be her but that isn't true, I want to be like her, in the way that she has a mind of her own where she is not influenced by anyone or anything else in the decisions she makes.
I have now completed the school year. Well, exams are still to come but I'm close enough to say I'm done, only one year to go and I will be kicked out into the big bad world to fend for myself, it's a scary thought, the thirteen years we spend in school are like a safety net, we always have something to be doing or to improve on, but when that's gone, we just have to keep moving forward.
I'm also making some shorts, I found some nice material, it's a salmon pink and it shimmers gold when it moves, I think they will either be my festival or Spain shorts.
Anyway, sorry this has been a ramble, but sometimes they are interesting to read.
Bye-bye
xxx

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