Monday, 14 May 2012

So far, I have been lucky enough to avoid any stress in the exam period, I just feel so relaxed about it all, English is on Wednesday, so I'm sure all my stress will cause me to cry at some point... No worries :)

On Saturday night my friends and I went to the Scottish Ballet's version of A Streetcar Named Desire by Tennessee Williams.
It was wonderful, we had a box which looked straight onto the stage and it was all ours. Phoebe brought strawberries and Lucy brought lemonade which was just lovely, apart from Phoebe must have the most difficult Tupperware box to open... It squeaked and squeaked when the music was quiet but eventually she opened it with out superhuman strength.

Phoebe, Charli, me, Lucy all before the Ballet
(I'm slightly jealous of Phoebe's jacket but I won't tell her that)

Anyway, I hope everyone has a fantastic... time because I don't know when I'll blog again.
xxxx

Saturday, 5 May 2012

Hello peoples, I haven't posted in a while but at least I have lots to talk about today.
First of all, I would like to say that I am finally feeling more at peace with the world, I wasn't feeling best ever last week for multiple reasons that I do not wish to explain but they were bad (yay). So after a fit of complete rage and storms and evil has come out of me for the past week, I am finally feeling so peaceful, I have found myself in a little bubble of my own, with the people I love back in it.
I have these issues with pushing the people I love most away from me when I can't exactly push the evil out from myself. So I apologise to every person I hurt, I've tried to make things better and hopefully succeeded. 

I have also decided on my new haircut... Sort of Alexa Chung's style when it is longer and I shall get copper highlights, I'll miss my long hair, I miss my REALLY long hair I had two years ago, I went through a fashion phase that I will live to regret for the rest of my life... Eurgh.

Isn't she FAB?


I think Alexa Chung is wonderful, just because she is who she is. No reason, I just want to hug her and go shopping, and maybe discuss her life with her over a coffee. I would say I want to be her but that isn't true, I want to be like her, in the way that she has a mind of her own where she is not influenced by anyone or anything else in the decisions she makes. 

I have now completed the school year. Well, exams are still to come but I'm close enough to say I'm done, only one year to go and I will be kicked out into the big bad world to fend for myself, it's a scary thought, the thirteen years we spend in school are like a safety net, we always have something to be doing or to improve on, but when that's gone, we just have to keep moving forward.

I'm also making some shorts, I found some nice material, it's a salmon pink and it shimmers gold when it moves, I think they will either be my festival or Spain shorts.

Anyway, sorry this has been a ramble, but sometimes they are interesting to read. 
Bye-bye
xxx